Poem - Sad

This is based on the recent film of Romeo and Juliet with Leonardo D'Caprio.

Romeo and Juliet
by Sandy Downs 10.8.09


For How could I love a sweeter love than thee,
whilst in thy beauty my love shall be the key,
and whilst thou sleep I lie beside your bed,
and whilst thou die a weapon to mine head.

Running up white marble stairs,
Too numb to hurt, too sad to care,
A fallen angel softly sleeping,
The love of her life lies softly weeping

And then that vial, so small and round
And one half drinks without a sound.

But then he'll watch, his love awakes,
The potions drunk, and both blame fate,
She cries and watches, all hope is stolen,
Three cries echo, one half is broken

"Drunk all, and left no drop to help me after? "
The young Julliet once cried with laughter,
The tears stream down soft pale skin,
She lacks the strength to hold them in.

A single bullet, sharp and strong,
Two people so right, and yet, so wrong.

The silver gun, it bears a sign,
A Montigue gun in a Capulet shrine, `
With shaking hands, with fierce eyes,
And lo behold the other half dies.

New poem :D

Invisible

by Sandy Downs 1/10/2009

Slip through the door without touching the wood,

Look up, look up, if only you could,

Sit on the stairs without making a sound,

The people walk past but not one looks around.

Stop during a sentence, somebody notice,

The story was dull and of no importance,

but if somebody had said, somebody had shown,

maybe the story would not be unknown. 

Ask me a question but dont wait for an answer,

I could be an actress, a singer, a dancer,

And if you looked up and through the glass wall

I'd not feel quite so invisible.

Today

Heya

Ok so basically today has been very long. I woke up late and Dad screamed at me for being late. He's another reason I cant come out by the way, he's *so* homophobic. Loads of lessons, bad lunch, and tiring cornet lesson. then got changed for CCF and missed dinner because I had 8 studys to do. I got one done. A four page essay. Drama. i have loads due tomorrow. :S

CCF - Kayaking. Was fun. Unfortunately its confusing. Not the kayaking. The CCF. Maybe its because Im an only child, but Im *very* clingy. Im always hugging people, including those that I barely know. One boy said to me today : "Nice knowing you for 5 minutes, and feeling you for about the same amount of time"... which sums it up adequately, but is not quite as dodgy as it sounds. I also have some very gay jokes with one of my friends. Jokes about us being together. I love her, but only as a friend, and its the same with her. Im scared that if I come out then that will stop, as will the fact that I jump on most of my friends. I go to an all girls school, of course that happens! Its not gay its just there.

Theres also this guy, a few yeas above me. I know his secrets he knows mine. We chat online and over the phone all the time, and I often sit chatting to him in my underwear on webcam. Its slutty I know, but hes so nice that its a confident boost. So all good right? Except he wants nothing to do with me when I see him at CCF. He bloody ran away from me today. So what to do eh?

So behind on work, but am trying to catch up. Parents being annoying.

Chat soon
Sandy
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Bisexual?!

Lol ok so this is awkward cause I know if anyone I know finds this Im screwed but lets hope for the best. For the past 3 years Ive been pretty sure Im bisexual. Im not scared of coming out because of what people will actually think about *me*. For example if someone decides they dont want to be friends with me at all then thats sad but never mind. On the other hand we have alot of jokes at the moment of how much i love my friends (I go to a girls school so yeah...) and theres alot of jumping on each other and dodgy jokes, none of which i want to stop. I like 1 girl at school and shes not my friend really so it wouldnt affect her, and I dont like my friends like that. That would be like incest. I have loads of guy friends which is really nice and one guy friend with benefits :D lol well on that not I leave but I'll keep this updated :D

wish me luck :)

Welcome to my new diary btw

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The Truth, The Whole Truth, and Nothing but The Truth so help me... who?

Okay, so new blog new start. No one I know is going to read this. I dont think anyone I dont know is going to read this.

Factfile :

Name : Sandy Dee

DOB : 11th December 1990s

Gender : Female

Sexuality : Bisexual

Come out? : No

Scared : Yup

Food : Chocolate, Mint, Celery

Height : 166 cm

Hair : Blonde, thin, medium length

Eyes : Blue

Figure : legs = bad waist = ok bust = goodish face = meh

Friends : strange

Sports : No

TV :

Sci fi - merlin torchwood dr who .

Drama - the cut, skins, ugly betty, New Tricks, Life, Off the Hook,

Comedy - mighty boosh, Blackadder, Monty Python,

Comedy news- have i got a bit more news for you, never mind the buzzcocks, Mock the Week, QI, Live at the Apollo

Kids - Hannah Montana, Wizards of Waverly place, Aaron Stone, Sonny with a chance, suite life on deck, iCarly, Phineas and Ferb

Music : McFly, Stiff Dylans, Busted, Avril Lavigne, Mika, Taylor Swift, Kelly Clarkson,

Books : everything :) Torchwood, drama, comedy, teenage, young adult, adult, sci fi, horror (Darren Shaw) , Harry Potter, Twilight, House of Night, Alex Rider, Georgia Niccolson diaries.

So Im a stereo typical teenage girl from Surrey. Sue me (<-- dont really :) meh.

Career in mind : Law - barrister

GCSE subjects : English Lit, English Lang, RE, maths, double science, History, Spanish, Drama, Latin Lit, Latin Lang.

Favourite Subjects : English, RE, History, Drama

Worst : Physics, Chemistry, Latin, Spanish, Maths

Musical instruments : Cornet + Singing

Clubs : Spanish conversation, Debating, CCF, Jazz Band, Brass Band, ECDL <-- computers.

Work : Catering (part time, sunday mornings)

Scared of : Clowns, Spiders, Bugs often

Pets : 5 cats

So thats me. next post...