Developements

A little bit more sorted. Kind of. :)

Stress overload with stuff to do and people to see, and my sleepings gone again, but some things are cleared up.

When I see Sir Brocolli I still do a double take, and I like him when I see him. But the other day he asked if I wanted to meet up on monday morning (bank holiday) and I said I'd text him... and then I just... forgot. I guess that means Im not that bothered.

I saw CC and didnt go as far as I thought I might. We ran out of time annoyingly. We will go further soon though, my choice :)

M. Oh my giddy gods aunt. Heres where the confusion never ends. Today, she was with a group of friends, and a girl - lets call her Sarah - owed me money. I was doubling tonight for tomorrow, but because of the bank holiday I thought today was Tuesday in my mind. Therefore Thursday was 2 days away. Sarah was moaning so I told her that fine, Id double it on Thursday instead. She smiled and I left, thinking nothing of it. Suddenly she shouted, as she realised tomorrow is Thursday. I had just thought they would have thought I was being stupid, but they didnt... they thought I was being smart.

One of the girls said 'you sly cow' :P In a nice way and I laughed, and then as I left I heard M say "I love Sandy", in that way you do when someone makes you laugh. I overreacted but I swear I havent stopped smiling. Its such a little thing and I know its not meant as romantic but Oh my God!

Also, in class the other day we were talking about guys and girls and she said that if she could choose she would be a boy. I found this interesting... wonder if it could possibly mean something?

She chatted to me in science, laughing about me and my made up crush on a made up 24 year old. She made him up in biology, it was a laugh but Im so nervous around her!

Its weird, I just dont know. I have a feeling she suspects I like her. I just am so paranoid...

Meh well. Not much has really happened. Im behindish on Spanish and dying as my list of things to do pile up, but Ill get there.

Love
xxx